Lil Will's room....

Last week, William and I were talking about what to do with all of Lil Will's stuff, the stroller, the carseat, the clothes, the bed, the chair, the dresser...OMG, this little munchkin was so loved and had soooo many things! Much love to each of you!! William said he wanted to set Lil Will's room up. I agreed, let's do it. BUT, when would we be ready to do it? Today was the day, Melinda came over and helped me organize, well, actually, she did it all, I just told her where to put it or just sat there looked at Lil Will's blankets, stuffed animals or just smelled his clothes. Some of his little mittens still smell like him, I just want that smell to last forever. Its those tangible things you miss the most. I can look at picture or videos but the feel of his hand holding your finger or looking at his eyes as he gazed into yours or holding him, those are things I miss the most. I know I can still do all of those things in my dreams but right now the dreams just aren't enough! His room is clean and organized. William just has to put his bed back together. We hung up pictures, pictures that hold his hand and foot prints, pictures of his sonograms and his name. His room looks great! I know that once the bed is back up and the bedding is in it, I will spend more and more time in there. It will become my sanctuary. I am certain. I will have many conversations with the Lord and Lil Will while in there. It will be peaceful. Thanks Melinda for being such a wonderful friend! You have been there for me and my family and I want you to know that I love you very much! You are blessed and will continue to be blessed. You will not have room enough to receive the blessings that are being stored up for you!