Happy 9 months, Lil Will! The time has flown by since you left us to be with God. You will forever live in our hearts everyday. A day doesn't pass that I do not feel your presence. I feel you in the gentle breeze that blows near my neck and my face when I am in my office working, driving in the car. Just the other day when I was on the plane, as I looked out the window and thought about how awesome our God is, I was thinking about you and started to weep. I was weeping because I was missing you and thinking of the things you would be doing now, if you were here, physically with us. How you would be crawling, laughing alot, and maybe even trying to walk but for sure pulling yourself up. I have to be honest, I was feeling sorry for myself. Having one of those moments, wishing it wasn't me, wishing my baby was back here with me. But, before I could wallow in self pity too long, that gentle breeze was on my face and your touch comforted me. I love you, my sweet angel!
I know you were with me today as I was making the inserts to go in the balloons. You are always with me. I felt your presence in your dad's office. Today, your Auntie Tammy, Uncle Dennis, Jayden and your big brother Cameron were able to share with me and your daddy in the releasing of balloons to honor you and your memory. Only God knows where your balloons will end up but we know He has handpicked the recipients so the work He started in you will continue to go forth and show others what an awesome God we serve!
I am proud to be your momma! Your life and your legacy will live on forever. Your daddy and I will always make sure you are remembered, that your message of hope is shared with everyone we meet. You were an angel on earth and now you are one of God's strongest, toughest, most faithful angels! I love you and I miss you terribly!
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